Most beloved
We are gathered here today
To revel in the most told
Word truth to uphold in
Innocence and splendor
As if they made the words so
Arrogant to contain the meaning.
And not simply be the soft beds that
They rest on a long moment to be understood.
we are not who we are when we are sleeping
We can just be found there in between
Expressions and tangents
Apocryphal in Truth
And restless directions
Itemized placed and stored
To be adored
Most beloved
We have gathered
Our fruits and labors
heads in bed chambers
Our salt
Our shakers
home where we make it.
The rest is rest
To wit
To rest
Most beloved
and expressed
Maybe it was fate.
Maybe it was G-d.
Maybe it was worship.
Maybe it was all the things I didn't want to believe in growing up
because I thought they weren't for me.
I thought
they were there for people who got things
who deserved things and I wasn't one of those people.
I thought maybe just maybe it was me in the world
and then I met you;
and all the love songs.
All the movies,
all the poetry,
all the wars.
it all clicked.
They were for people like you and me
and people who wished
they were like you and me
because it seemed like the greatest aspiration of all
to wake up every morning.
with you
to go to sleep every night.
Happy
in a way the person I used to be just couldn't understand and doesn't think I'd deserve.
yet,
here we are
everyday
every night
in our little house.
Our little worship
with our little thankfulness
to whatever brought us here today
to this
thing its beautiful. Simple completely engrossing
thing that I never want to be without.
I love you.
I've always loved you
will always love you.
You're the best thing.
The only thing and
everything.
I love you
I have sometimes when dreaming- dreamt
of what it meant for feeling kept
that which spoke from out the page
that summer wept and winter raged
why when sat upon a chair
in reading books where meaning fare
the moment grasp'd the time unlaid
the solemn whisper made- unmade
I often think now of the same
why had this dream unmade be made
you ask yourself
I do not wonder
only you, my love,- my thoughts of plunder
the small embrace
the evening wear
the twin tined touch upon our chair
my soul you ask
my heart's prescription
poets made the words
you defy description.